It's sometimes very hard to feel I am my dream.
Feeling is our power. It fuels our life and guides our path. All feelings are waves of life force that flow and just want to reach the shore of our body-soul. Talking about feelings feels broken though, because thoughts and sensations are always intermingled with them, that's why I prefer to refer to them as feeling-thought-sensations.
Feeling-thoughts-sensations constitute our primal power of co-creation. They merge with infinity and help us manifest divinity in this earthly plane.
By dwelling in our innate spaciousness, so they can come and go without getting stuck in the muck of control. Repressing any of them disturbs our vibrant imprint because life force cannot be filtered or hindered in just one spot. If you fight one wave, war is on its way. Energy leaks and we become disconnected from the source of love. Love is space and grace.
Are feelings are as vast as the universe and beyond. When they are bright and light the need to fight is not alive, but when density takes over I want to run away and push it away - do you? But... density is sticky and it dumps me into a dark plunge that robs my breath and feels like a living death. So, instead of escaping I meet it, feel it as much as I can - without endangering my health - and we dialogue. It brings me gifts that initially look like sh*t but they eventually become golden and reveal how I can be more me.
Feeling is a spiral path towards being fully alive and embodied.
It's definitely easier to hide, but density (pain of the body-mind & heart) pain eventually catches up and takes over our life if the debris is not taken care of.
Even if it feels unreal, I am my dream. But in order to accept this as my living truth, this dream I am has to include everything - sh*t and gold.
Vast, spacious and cozy is the vibe I set within, otherwise the dream is fake and invites fragmentation and exclusion of vital feeling-thought-sensations that want to reach the shore of life in the here and now to crash and explode or implode with or without light.
Love is space and space brings grace.
I am my dream and I can feel it, what about you?