Sometimes the space within is tight and it feels constricted to breathe. All chaos from the boys magic plays and ways is void of spark and I just feel mad...
So, I notice the desire to judge this feeling and run away into shame and blame, but I take a step into its burning flame instead and become intimate with it.
It takes me back to growing up hearing feeling angry was wrong and dangerous... but sad was all right... (was it that way for you too?) But now, I say YES to anger knowing that just feeling this hot emotion will not kill me or anyone. Making it part of my inner space will actually heal me by showing me where there's a sore spot I need to tend... maybe by expressing what is at its core - to others involved if it can be helpful and received & if not just to my own Self and Spirit Friends and Guides - but either way it will allow me to own anger's mobilizing energy which is calling me into action to speak up my truth, needs, desires, wishes, and cultivating my alignment with the vibration of LOVE, that includes it ALL, because if only LOVE is real it needs to be all embracing to the diversity of physical, emotional, mental and spiritual experiences we live while in this earthly body!
Dear Infinite within me and in ALL that is,
Please help me live in the space of love, where I can feel all the waves of life and allow them to dance through me.
Guide my choices so peace, ease and bliss are my ongoing reality, and what I share with others.
Thankyou, Sat Nam, Namaste, Amen.🙏🏻💕