So everyone goes to bed... three sweet wild boys who make my life a complex dream, a sexy, grounded and brilliant green man who picked me up hitchhiking that one and only time I tried, and a little spotted dog who beholds fear at the core of his heart and is always shaking no matter what... and I wake up!
I have been waiting for my sacred date. This time of quiet grace and space to be me without them. When my breath reminds me of death and takes me home to my holes of gold and shit waiting patiently to be felt with more depth and cared for so they can give me their treasures.
And what do I do?
I make healing chocolate every night infusing it with my prayers of gratitude and desires of being able to feel & celebrate how I am already the dream I long to be, now, yesterday and tomorrow. I am living my dream and this sweet and deep sometimes very bumpy segment of the day is the cusp of this grace. I witness the golden thread that weaves it all and I craft my party time all alone. Ecstatic, attuned to the infinite spark of life that lights me up and pumps my blood- the star seed that lives in all that is and subtly coaxes us to choose peace, ease and bliss with every kiss of time, seconds, minutes, hours and days are gateways into the space of love. The vibration of creation that withholds it all, dense and light, dark and bright... all the waves of existence are included in this vibrational land that transcends time and space.
I dive deep into my dance with the Naad - the vibration of creation - as I bliss and bless through yoga sadhana, breathing fire and chanting the primal sounds of the One in ALL. My body-soul is nourished and inspired to co-create beauty that wants to come through in the form of words and images charged with messages of before, after and now to guide and celebrate the web and ebb of what is, was and never ends.
So now you know why I love the late night and choose to wait for my sacred date with Self, day after day.
Although... sometimes I just collapse in bed next to my little 3 year old boyfriend and travel to the stars until the sunrise.
Contrast and balance dance and blast crystalline clarity to keep this earthly journey real.
All my love,
Do you have late night dates with your Self too?
I would love to know . Let me know in the comments below :)